First of Many

So when I decided that I was going to venture out and start a blog, the first two big questions I asked myself 'what are you going to talk about?' and 'who the hell is going to read it?'

After some serious thought and self sabotage, I decided I really didn't care the answer for each question was.  I was going to do it for myself and if someone else wants to peek into my life, well.....let them!

In addition to starting this blog, I have really started to expand my way of thinking and have been trying to recreate myself.  Redefine who I am and how the hell am I going to make tomorrow better (hence the title).

Back story is simple and complex as most lives can be.  Presently married, two grown children and a new chapter of my life staring uncomfortably too close in my face.  I have found myself, over the past two years almost paralysed in the thought of what am I going to do now.  The title of stay-at-home mom doesn't fit, when your children, although still living at home, are both classified as adults (according to the government anyway).

So now what? No one told me that when I decided to be a mother and stay at home with my children that eventually those children would become adults that I would feel like I have been laid off.  I know, I know that I am still a mother....but it is not the same. 

My personal schedule has opened up and my credit card limit does not allow me to become a professional shopper.

So this is one of many changes and adventures I am going to start in order to redefine 'Me'. And if you want you can tag along for the ride.  I will certainly have lots to laugh about, bitch about and cry about, but it's just my way of making sure tomorrow will not suck.

Cheers!